It was while standing in the blood of an angel faced 5-year old that Philadelphia Homicide Detective Joseph Bamberski began to realize the true importance of his job. Broken, battered, bludgeoned, sexually assaulted, and strangled; wasted innocence in human form, also known as little Iriana De’Jesus.

With her tiny, lifeless body thrown in a corner under sheets of dry wall, the once beaming and radiant child was now simply a decaying corpse. With her horrific image plastered onto the insides of his eye lids, Bamberski knew that his life was forever changed, that his day to day job, was now nothing but an obsession.

“I knew it was up to me to help her. I might have been too late in physically helping her, but I wasn’t going to rest until that filth was found.” Bamberski said in a raspy whisper, his light blue eyes immediately bulging with tears.

“I had seen dead bodies before, I had seen many dead bodies before, but I had never seen a dead 5 year old before.” He said as he sat back into the sofa, hands crossed, face serious.

For someone who had been on the police force for over 30 years and a detective for over 20, it was shocking at the raw emotion he was able to show.

“It becomes a part of you, ya know? The pain, the depression, the fear…it all becomes you. Completely takes you over.”

He shifted in place several times, thumbs twiddling together as he forced himself to go back 12 years to the day that De’ Jesus was found.

“She was wrapped in a trash bag,” Bamberski coughed out, eyes wide and beaming of intensity and drive. “She was naked, and had some sort of cord wrapped around her neck. She was left there like a piece of trash.” His voice was soft and docile.

Bamberski was the first to arrive at the run down West Philadelphia apartment after neighbors complained of a foul smell.

He said he remembers the walk from his patrol car to the front door of the apartment like it was yesterday, and wonders if the walk to Hell would be any different. When asked if he knew what he was going to find, he simply nodded.

“I wasn’t at all prepared for finding her like that though.”

The sweet little girl who loved putting red ribbons in her hair and was affectionately referred to as “Nena” by friends and family, was horrifically beaten, raped and strangled.

Philadelphia Homicide detectives are the highest paid detectives in the country, due to Philadelphia’s 225 murders a year, each detective will take up to 20 cases at a time.

Since 2009 Bamberski has been one of Philadelphia’s highest paid detectives, working 60 hours a week and gaining an enormous amount of respect from fellow Philadelphian’s for taking on De’ Jesus’ case so viciously.

He has been featured on America’s Most Wanted with John Walsh several times and has even been interviewed by ABC News and Diane Sawyer. Although people immediately respond to his warm smile and friendliness, it is the bright and toothless smile of a kindergartner in pigtails that is the drive in the continuation of his work.

De ‘Jesus was playing outside of her North Philadelphia home with her sister during the early evening of July 29, 2000. Her mother went to pick up dinner at a local Chinese restaurant and when she returned her youngest child was completely out of sight.

De’ Jesus was later seen by a child around her own age who told police that she had seen De’ Jesus just moments earlier hand in hand with a neighborhood handy man who referred to himself as “Carlos.”

“Carlos” was later identified as 24-year-old Alexis Flores. An illegal immigrant from Honduras.

Although Philadelphia detectives were sure that Flores was their man, it was earth shatteringly too late. He was deported back to Honduras before he could even be questioned.

“I’m not retiring until I find him,” Bamberski said. “Even though it’s been over 10 years I can still picture her laying there, like it just happened. I could live to be 150 years old and I will never forget the helpless look on her face,” he swallowed hard, his eyes drifting to the floor, his head slightly hung.

“The day is going to come when I get to put my hands on him and read him his rights. I don’t care if I have to fly to a different continent. I’m going to be the one that does it. I saw what he did, and a little girl is lifeless because of it. That doesn’t sit well with me.” The strength in his voice wasn’t hopeful, it was determined.

After a DNA sample that was taken in Arizona and later sent to Philadelphia proved that Flores was in deed the murderer and rapist of De ‘ Jesus, Bamberski couldn’t help but smile.

“It’s a break. A small break, but still a break in the case.” Bamberski, who promised De ‘Jesus’ mother that he would bring her daughter justice, says that before finding De ‘ Jesus he was a typical cop.

“I loved my job. I loved the idea of catching the bad guy and giving victims justice and their families hope,” but things took a bitter turn the morning of August 3, 2000.

“I wasn’t just a cop or a detective anymore. I was someone who was given the job of speaking for someone who no longer could. She was a person with an entire life a head of her. I think of the things she could be doing today and it really kills me that he took all that from her.”

It’s safe to say that with a job as intense as this one it is only normal to become obsessed. Sleepless nights, fear, anxiety, night drives to the crime scene, depression, 24 hours of straight work at a crammed office in the so called “ghetto”, and a complete change in personality are all things that he has suffered from.

“My daughter was around the same age of Iriana,” he said quietly. “That’s one of the first things I thought of when I saw her. There was a Hello Kitty t-shirt that laid next to her,” he trailed off and the room fell silent for a few minutes as he gathered his words. “It was covered in blood, and I just remember being in awe that this beautiful little girl was laying in front of me dead and beaten. I couldn’t get over it. I still can’t.”

But his tone totally changed at the mentioning of Flores. “He’s going to regret ever stepping foot on U.S. soil, that much I can tell ya. I think of her everyday, and I think of him everyday. It’s became an unbelievably sick obsession, but I’m okay with that. As long as it ends with me throwing him behind bars for the rest of his ungrateful life, I’m okay with being a tad over obsessed with my job for now.”

Iriana De’ Jesus would have turned 17 this past January. A dozen white balloons were released into the bitter winter air on her birthday, symbolizing the painfully short life that she lived and the justice that she will one day receive.

Justice given to her by the Philadelphia detective who has never forgot her.